Don’t ruin a good today by worrying about an unpleasant yesterday. People have several things they’ve all gone through, but what they make of those things is what makes them.
Your situation is not unique. You may not be able to control every situation and its outcome, but you can control your attitude and how you deal with it. Do not mix your problems and circumstances with your dealings with others. Look away and recover quickly from the pain of the past.
Look at yourself with respect. Calm down, worrying get you exhausted with anxiety, thinking and fatigue, and why all this for something or an accomplishment. These matters are in the hands of God. The compensation that comes from God “no matter how seemingly late” erases the pains of the past and you’ll be superbly blessed..
Do not blame and distract yourself too much because of it, take it easy on yourself and trust God.. and soon you will have a testimony and you will rejoice and be happy. Be joyful and smile, the beauty of your smile was not created in vain.